its not so bad after all...

Monday, November 29, 2004

you know.. i can bitch and moan all i want about how much my life sucks and how im having such a rough time, but in reality, my life is pretty damn good... yea sometimes i say it sux, but thats just when im in a bad mood or whatever.. but really... i have so much going for me, and so many people there for me, an absolutely amazing boyfriend, fantastic friends and a wonderful family.. what more could anyone want???? i always have people there by my side, always people who care about me.... i must say, i am prolly one of the luckiest girls in the world.

1) i am finally able to get my act together and go to school
2) i managed not to lose any credit in any classes, and i am now doing much better with my grades
3) keri-- someone that i wouldnt be anywhere without.. she has shown me that no matter what, dont worry about what other people want, just smile and have fun, and life will go on.. she has always supported me.. thats prolly why i want her to work so hard so she can graduate.. because i prolly wouldnt be graduating without her loive and support, she never gave up on me, and im never gonna give up on her... we will walk across that stage in june, the both of us
4) an amazing family who has never once turned their back on me.. supporting me through every single thing i did
5) jeff's family.. who have taken me in and accepted me as if i were part of their family
6) an amazing boyfriend, who only wants the best for me, and always pushes me for that best... he is one more person who i wouldnt be anywhere without.. he shows me constant love.. and i am nothing but ecstatic to be known as "jeff's girlfriend" he has shown me so much and i truely love him with all my heart and soul and he too is another person responsible for me being able to walk across that stage in june... i love you baby

7) and the dear dear people who put up with me always and remind me how to smile when all i want to do is crawl up and cry.. to those people.. there is not much i can say to you guys.. just thanks for always being there.. and thanks for being my friend
8) and of course every day things that i unintentionally take advantage of... food, a home, clothes, money, phone, computer, car, tv, indoor plumbing, a shower, etc. etc. etc.

so see.. although i may bitch and moan and complain about stupid shit and how much i may hate my life at that moment, i never really HATE my life.. because my life is amazing... between family, friends, keri and jeff.. i have all that i could ever have wanted.. and i truely have to be the luckiest girl in the world to have all of that, and i love each and every single one of the people that support me and love me and stand by me, when i dont even want to stand by myself.. XOXOXOXO always and forever

Posted at 05:22 pm by Blondluv130

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