Thursday, January 13, 2005
come to think of it.. i dont really REGRET dating shawn... i just regret how i acted afterwards, i regret all the crying and pleaded that i did and i regret the loss of our friendship... i dont think i regret dating him, i just hate how things are now.. but i dont know why i care so much...lol
anyways... im in school right now and bored outta my mind... finishing up today, going out with mommy, and then school tomorrow and i get to see my baby!!!!!!!!!
yesterday i went over keri's after school and hung out with her and lauren until i had to go babysit.. thats ok the kids were really good and the baby (2 years old) asked his mom if i could sleep over cause he didnt want me to leave cause im his friend and he loves me.. awwwww.. lol... hanging at keri's was loads of fun eventho certain people didnt show up.. cough cough.. i thought we were all gonna die from laughing so hard...lmao.. lauren's crazy laugh and my pure stupidity and umm.. demonstrations??? lmfao.. its never dull when keri and i are together...
i got in trouble the othe day for the fone bill... cause i decided to call christine down in florida.. for 41 minutes.. which resulted in a $12 phone call.. o well.. i miss her like crazy..but at least she might be able to come visit in may :)
i think im done cause the bell is prolly gonna ring... oh yea!!! im gettin switched outta my english class cause i cant handle it and im failing and so im gettin switched to BASIC college english with ms reinhard... YAY!!!! Bart is gonna be my friend in there..lol.. ok now im really done...
on one last note....
I LOVE JEFFREY MARTIN SOOOOOOO MUCH, AND I FEEL A WAY ABOUT HIM THAST I HAVE NEVER ONCE FELT BEFORE.. HE IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING AND I HAVE TO BE THE LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD TO BE ABLE TO CALL HIM MINE AND HAVE HIM TO BELONG TO. I LOVE HIM, AND FOR THE ABSOLUTE FIRST TIME, I CAN SAY IT, AND MEAN IT, KNOWING I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY. I HAVE LOVED PEOPLE BEFORE.. BUT FOR THE FIRST TIME...
...I... JESSICA ALICIA RICKER...
... AM HEAD OVER HEALS IN LOVE
LOVE YOU BABY :)
((AND IM IN LOVE WITH KERI ANN TOO, AND I WANT HER IN BED.. OOO BABY))
Posted at 06:33 am by Blondluv130
