Saturday, July 31, 2004

past week.....

ok well jeff finally came back from vacation... i missed him soooo much!!!! n i get to see him tomorrow..i cant wait!!! ahh... he was only gone a week but i missed him like crazy and i definetly missed him more then he missed me :-P i just cant wait till i get to see him, to hold him, to kiss him.. to know that hes back and hes mine :) hrm,m lets see... havent done anything this past week..cept for wednesday when i went out with MY keri and MY colleen... we went to see A Cinderella Story and then out to eat at Fridays... the movie was really cute :) and dinner was good... nice "scenery" too...lol... and then we went over to the lake and colleen showed us the "romantic spot" lol.. it def was romantic.. maybe ill have to take jeff over there one night...lol

anyways... my mom likes jeff waaay too much... more then she's liked any of my boyfriends... its kinda funny... she told me before that she "hopes i never have to cut him out of any pictures" and then she bought me a charm and says its for me and him and its a girl and a boy kissing...lol... its adorable how much jeff is loved in this family.. lol

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Saturday, July 24, 2004

havent written in a looooong time....

this entry is in blue...cuz its cool..and im happy

wow i havent written in a loooong ass time...been really busy and i dont remember what ive been doing..hanging with jeff n mike n jay a lot...ummm... things between me and jeff are absolutely amazing..to the point where u may even consider it perfect :) except my baby left for michigan for a whole week :'( i spent all day yesterday with him (and part of it with jay and mike) and awww the day care kids are so cute..they get so exited when i go over..and the baby LOVES me..lol...she is adorbale..she'll be crying and wutnot and then she sees me, stops crying, and puts her arms up for me to hold her..shes adorable..and shes gonna say my name soon..YAY...and shes even starting to walk a lil bit...awwwwwww..and me n gina n jeff n mike got into some interesting convos during dinner, cuz we ate upstairs and jeff's parents ate downstairs... let it be known that i am NOT like Veronica Corningstone...lol... i love jeff's family... i always have so much fun with them... gina even helps me gang up on the guys ;) lol..n she can beat the shit outta mike which is always helpful...lol

so this week..ive got to clean my room, and maybe rearrange it... work on the offce... hang with matt... hang with jay n mike n all them... go somewhere with keri which i really dun wanna do but its for the best :-\ and then maybe ill see if megan can hang one day :) gotta keep myself busy or else ill drive myself crazy (crazier*) missing jeff :'(

before i go i just want to once again tell sara that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers and im so sorry for your loss...im always here for you for anything at all that you need, even if its a shoulder to cry on...

I LOVE JEFFREY MARTIN PETRIZZO SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!
and i love keri ann izoco, matthew james oliva, michael patrick mccardle, jason liberti, megan nicole teffeau, christine elyse batan, colleen turkot, jessica christina tunick, and ALL of my other friends!!!!

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Sunday, July 11, 2004

movies and jeff's...

well...not much has happened lately..well nothing i would say in here ;) ummm...yesterday i went to see the movie Anchorman with jeff, mike and dan g. such a funny movie...then we went and dropped dan off and then went back to jeff's... jeff can make macaroni and cheese :-O...dinner was quite..ummm...interesting... mike and jeff were hyper out of their minds!!!! lol...soooooo funny... a ridiculous kinda funny but its still funny..lol...i love those two so damn much..lol

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Wednesday, July 07, 2004

*one month*

ok well today was my one month with jeff...it seems so much longer...anyways i went up there for the day...had an absolutely amazing time :-D he is so amazing and i am so incredibly happy..i luv ya jeff (and i will eventually dunk you..without gina's help eventho together we can sooo beat ur ass...lol..Gina and Jpss..yes i spelt it Jpss.. lol)

ok so the past week has been pretty much same old stuff... the other day was the 4th of july and jeff, jay and keri came over and we went to my grandma;s and then to the fireworks (at which point jeff lost his fone which he realized when we got back to my grandma's so we walked allll the way back to my school and luckily found it... not much else has happened...the other day i was with jeff and mike and we went over amanda's with her and pat...and then we went bowling... i was gonna sleep over manda's but then i didnt feel good so we're gonna do it another day... its so cool..apparently i am the first girlfriend of jeff's who has ever been "approved" by amanda (mike's sister) thats so cool..lol..i love amanda..especially when we gang up and kick the guy's asses...

i love keri ann izoco and she needs to be happy from now on and some point next week we will go bowling..ok? ok!!

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Sunday, June 27, 2004

past week....

well not much has happened this past week...was in hopatcong a lot...friday i went over jeff's and we had a little battle of the sexes at which point the guys won, but they still suck..lol...we played 18 games of dodgeball (the guys team had mike, jeff and 3 kids from jeff's mom's daycare who werent that little....the girls team had me, gina, gina's friend, and 2 kids from the day care that were pretty little) well we played 6 series, 3 games per series...the girls won one serie but won more games in there too...and then gina and i went agaisnt mike n jeff...so its 15 n 16 year old guys agaisnt 17 and 14 year old girls..we played around the world and the guys won and then we played a basketball game and the guys won again but at one point the girls were winning and we put up one hell of a fight...and by the time we were done we were dripping with sweat so we went swimming...and then i took jeff to work and that was it...and then yesterday jeff came over and we went over keri's n nikki was there...we played frisbee and the first game was me n nikki vs keri n jeff....me n nikki won...and then the second game was me n jeff vs keri n nikki...jeff n i won...both my teams kicked ass...and then we went and sat in keri's back yard and then we went in her room and just all hung out and we watched the tapes from after the carnival the day that jeff, mike, sara, keri n i went to the carnival and then to keri's house and then we watched the tape of keri, mike, jeff and i on the trampoline at mike's house...funny funny shit...and then i took jeff home and that was it...and then today keri came over for a bit and then i slept and now im waiting for jeff to come home cuz i gotta talk to him!!!!!!! ok im done..bye

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Sunday, June 20, 2004

summer is kicking ass....

ok so summer has been kickin ass so far...and its only been like 4 days...ive been in hopatcong a lot..hanging with jeff and mike...going to the lake with jay n matt n stuff...friday jeff came over and then so did my lovely, sexy, i want her in bed, keri!!!! we all hung out and decided to walk to get ice cream..keri said it would be like 10 minutes...well an hour later we finally got to the place so needless to say i called my mom to pick us up..lol...but it was kinda fun...walking with 2 of my favorite people in the whole entire world...random converstations...walking down route 202 with jeff's arm around me and linked arms with keri...oooo baby...lol...neways...yesterday was Jeff's confermation party/gina's 8th grade grad party (gina is jeff's sister)...i went over early to take stuff to the firehouse and set up the firehouse..it was lots of work but we did it...gina and i kicked ass at setting up tables :-P and then gina and cassie were my friends cuz mike n jeff were gay (cassie is gina's friend) ok so we all worked hard n went to the 3in1 n all that fun stuff and then i drove gina and cassie back so cassie could get dressed and then took jeff back home so he could pick stuff up cuz the water used to keep the food hot leaked all over...so yea...and then we set up and worked more until people arrived...i met jeff's family and bunch of gina;s friends...the basics of the day was me, jeff, mike n dan g. all hanging out...and it is established that i kick ass in frisbee (ok maybe not, i sucked soo bad) n we all just hung around...then we cleaned up n stuff...jeff, mike n dan ATTEMPTED...to beat up jeff's dad but it didnt work...Papa P. took on all 3 of them...it was soooooo funny....and then i went and dropped my car off at my uncle's and went to my lil cuzin stephanie's dance recital...it was very nice... driving home was funny with my mom and my grandma...and then i picked up my car and saw my lil cuzin tommy and my uncle...and then i came home..lol...and today i gots my hair cut and eyebrows waxed for senior pics on wednesday.....and then my grandma came over....we all hung outside and i played frisbee with my bros...and i was actually good...it was amazing...and then i had to babysit..hey $20 in 2 hours, im not complaining...except for the fact that the kid threw up all over the place...it was gross...ok i think im done writing now...yea..maybe...yup yup im done..."yup yup thats catnip" hahahahaha im hyper...wow...ok..bed time...yea...bye

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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Goodbye Junior Year!!!

well...i actually survived junior year...in one year, i will be graduating high school and being pushed into the real world...junior year was definetly one of pointless crap, shit loads of work..and yea...challenges of junior year: SATs, HSPAs, looking at colleges, normal school crap (also the year looked at the most by colleges)..plus i had k-dawg for college english and trust me, its a good feeling to know u got through his class...good luck to the incoming junior class, trust me, its a tough year

however it has also been a year of amazing memories...

*home design with keri and constantly getting in trouble*kerim listening to all of our convos and knowing more bout my life then some of my friends..lol*current issues and astonomy*library days!!*gym with colleen, sara, roops, kystal and others*locker room mems*colleen tackling me in the locker room ;) *slapping of asses* getting to know everyone better like keri, dan, krystal, ashley t., kyle and others*lunch with kyle-never dull*study hall with russ and keri*mo's fetish with fucking donkeys*I LOVE SQUISHY!!! (ct, kg, sd)* and then of course outside of school things that happened this year such as meeting matt, mike n jay at the park on 11-29*meeting jeff when everyone threw me in the snow >:o*saturday nights*pathmark parking lots*the carnival*Friendly's with keri n dan*IHOP with keri, dan, n alex*dating matt*dating jeff*drama drama drama (well thats not a good mem but its a mem)*FRIGHT FEST WITH CHRISTINE!!!!!!!!!*sleep overs* movies with ash-what was the point of the porn?*movies with jeff to see shrek 2-yup, thats catnip*

i guess all in all, the past year hasnt been bad at all, some might even say that although it was tough, it was actually good...its been a year of me beginning to realize who i am, a year of me beginning to see what im about, a year where i began to see what people are really like, and a time of me realizing that i really do have some of the best friends on the face of this earth...christine, megan, keri, colleen, mike, matt, jeff and kyle...n then there are those people who can make u smile in one second even if you are having the shittiest day of the year...people who would do anything to see you happy because they absolutely hate seeing you upset...some people would risk their own happiness to see you happy, while others act like they're your friend but in the end its all a lie...its been a year of me realizing who my real friends are, and who is false, fake and fucked up...lol....

this is our last summer before we are pushed out into the real world, lets make it the best yet...senior year is less then 3 months away and i dont think im ready, but im willing to take that leap, cuz i know that i have my friends there right besides me so that if/when i fall, they will pick me right back up and make me leap again....i dont know what i would do without you guys and i honestly owe you all my world, cuz if it werent for any of you, i dont know where i would be right now...i love you all more then you could ever imagine...

Krystal, Mike A., Jenna and Josh and the rest of the Class of 2004 from both here and hopatcong, best of luck to all of you guys and i love you all

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Sunday, June 13, 2004

2 days to go....

hrmm...well not much has happened this past week...finals started thursday...friday i had my astonomy final with keri and dan and then the three of us and alex went to IHOP for breakfast...i ate soooo much...and keri and i followed GOD!!!! and then they all came to my house until dan's allergies got bad and then they left and i took a nap :) and ive spent a lot of time with jeff this past week :-D we have the absolute best times together...then yesterday...jeff, jay, keri and lauren came over...keri and lauren only stayed for a few hours cuz keri had to to go babysit but yea....it was fun...and my mom agreed to let me have a party...as an end of the year bash with anybody that i want...so ill let you know if ur invited when i know more, which prolly wont be for a few weeks...but we might even try and get christine up here for a week during the summer so the party would be that week...christine called me before...OH GOD!!! lmao...oh and i forgot!! one day this past week, wednesday?? monday?? not sure...but i was over jeff's with him n mike and then we went to the lake with matt...and being that i was wearing a skirt and a white shirt and had no bathing suit, i didnt go in the water...well i still ended up just as wet as the guys thanx to mike n matt who decided to splash me until i was soaking wet...so yea...o and then on friday i went to see shrek 2 with jeff...such a funny movie...muffin cake...yup, its catnip...lmao...ok im ok...and yea, thats about it... i dont go in to school tomorrow cuz i have no finals and then tuesday i have 2 and its gonna be tough..and wednesday im goin over jeff's for the whole entire day :-D and i WILL watch finding nemo this time...im going to watch it!!!!! lol

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Wednesday, June 09, 2004

**i love you all so much**

So denied, so I lied, are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had, are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name, on the line, along with place and time
Wanna stay, not to go, I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go ... Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

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Tuesday, June 08, 2004

randomness....

im in study hall right now with MO!!!!!!! he's my friend...hes cool...he is tall darkand handsome...i love MO!!! But i dont love tommy...hes annoying!!! nevermind (he said good) but i just dont want to let him know my burning desire for him...and now zachary lee is here!!!!! hes cool...but mean to me :'( he doesnt love me...o well im over it..and then guess who is sitting next to me...ready...KERI ANN IZOCO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my lovely sexy keri who i love sooooooooo much....in less then 2 weeks...i get to fuck keri in space!!!! woooohooo!!!!

ok back to reality...sunday jeff came over and we worked on my science projet, well some of the time ;) and then yesterday i went over Jeff's with him n Mike...i annoyed the hell outta them watching a movie..lol..sorry guys, na not really cuz it was funny...and then Jeff asked me out and i said yes so we finally get to let the birds out...lol...sorry mike :( **i love michael patrick mccardle** ok... so now im happy :) cuz after all the times jeff and i were so close and then nothing happened, alls good now...ok

keri, dan, jeff and i are going rock climbing (shhhh the guys dont know yet)

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