http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/ ~*JESSICA*~ Thu, 13 Jan 2005 06:35:02 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. Music Poetry Relationships http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/archive/120.html Thu, 13 Jan 2005 14:33:00 GMT come to think of it.. i dont really REGRET dating shawn... i just regret how i acted afterwards, i regret all the crying and pleaded that i did and i regret the loss of our friendship... i dont think i regret dating him, i just hate how things are now.. but i dont know why i care so much...lol anyways... im in school right now and bored outta my mind... finishing up today, going out with mommy, and then school tomorrow and i get to see my baby!!!!!!!!! yesterday i went over keri's after school and hung out with her and lauren until i had to go babysit.. thats ok the kids were really... (more) http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/comments?id=120 http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/archive/119.html Fri, 31 Dec 2004 16:11:02 GMT well today is new years eve and im sleeping over jeff's tonight with him, keri, dan, maybe jay n maybe mike.. it should be loads of fun, especially playing kings..lol.. but not as fun as when jeff slept over here.. my mom made us sleep in the same bed and then she closed the door.. weird huh? anyways... ive been thinking a lot lately.. about things that i am done in the past, stupid things.. and i realized that i have made a lot of stupid mistakes.. and there are a lot of things that i regret... for starters.. i completely regret ever dating Shawn.. BIG mistake... not only did it ruin my... (more) http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/comments?id=119 http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/archive/118.html Sun, 26 Dec 2004 03:56:40 GMT QUESTIONS: 1. What was the hardest subject in high school for you? history 2. Have you ever tried sushi and do you like it? nope.. and not planning on it 3. Did you ever have acne? yea, and i hate it!!! 4. Which show is funnier-That 70s Show or Friends? never watched that 70s show so id have to say friends 5. Did you ever get a makeover? nope 6. How much did your last haircut cost? i dont know Have you ever... 07. Said "I hope you die" to someone: i dont think so, but ive probably thought it 08. Tried to kill yourself: nope 09. Gotten in a fist fight: only with my... (more) http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/comments?id=118 http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/archive/117.html Tue, 30 Nov 2004 01:22:01 GMT you know.. i can bitch and moan all i want about how much my life sucks and how im having such a rough time, but in reality, my life is pretty damn good... yea sometimes i say it sux, but thats just when im in a bad mood or whatever.. but really... i have so much going for me, and so many people there for me, an absolutely amazing boyfriend, fantastic friends and a wonderful family.. what more could anyone want???? i always have people there by my side, always people who care about me.... i must say, i am prolly one of the luckiest girls in the world. 1) i am finally able to get my act... (more) http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/comments?id=117 http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/archive/116.html Wed, 20 Oct 2004 00:20:40 GMT hrmm... well life has definetly been interesting lately... sometimes good... others bad... lets see.. school is not going so well, i think senior-itis came a bit sooner than expected but i dont want to do anything.. jeff tries to make me understand the importance of school and doing well... but i just dont give two flying fucks about it anymore... ive got alot of personal problems going on and alot of stress... with all that going on... college english IV with Wells is way to much to handle... guidance and all wants me to stay in there because they think it is my level and shit but no..... (more) http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/comments?id=116 http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/archive/115.html Mon, 27 Sep 2004 23:52:00 GMT wow i havent updated this thing is so long.. anyways... life has not been all that great at all... ive been to school 4 days out of the first like 3 weeks... o well... long story that some of you know and if you dont... there's a reason for that...ummm.. no one even understands it... and bothers me when they try to fix it.. and even worse it bothers me when people say they understand when they dont.... people that are actually there for me like, Jeff and Keri and kinda Matt and Kyle but mostly Jeff and Keri.... Jeff is just so completely amazing... i could write forever just about him...... (more) http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/comments?id=115 http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/archive/114.html Sat, 04 Sep 2004 00:46:17 GMT wow i havent written in forever... i been real busytrying to spend as much time with jeff as possible before school starts in 3 days :( we got so spoiled over the summer that this sucks so much... i hate being away from him... grrr.. im still trying to find people who have classes with me this year... senior year.. o wow... im scared shitless but i think it will be a good year...like, gpa's freeze after 1st semester, prom, and all that other fun senior stuff... i just hope keri manages to get into my lunch since a certain person who shall remain nameless coughkylecough doesnt want to have... (more) http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/comments?id=114 http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/archive/113.html Sat, 07 Aug 2004 14:50:24 GMT today is my 2 month with jeff... things are so amazing and i couldnt be happier... jeff and his mom had an interesting convo in the car where she was saying how she really liked me but didnt want to get too attached in case me and him break up and he told her not to worry cause its not gonna happen cause "this ones different" awww... he told me about that but then his mom did too when i was over there yesterday hanging with the day care kids... they are so cute... i love them so much!!! so things are just PERFECT.. i love him so much.. ((not gonna write anymore cause i dont wanna get in... (more) http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/comments?id=113 http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/archive/112.html Fri, 06 Aug 2004 07:28:39 GMT ok well i got in trouble for my last entry cause apparently i need to get my facts straight... yea ok... well its my journal and i can write whatever the hell i want and i got my facts straight, nobody wants to hurt anyone thats why you think im wrong... so yea whatever.. fuckin slut ass bitch, if u dont like what i write, then dont read it ASHLEY... fuck off and make everyone happy http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/comments?id=112 http://blondluv130.blogdrive.com/archive/111.html Thu, 05 Aug 2004 02:53:48 GMT hrmmm lets see... nothing much really going on... hung with jeff today... he almost fell asleep on my lap till mikey came over with the water bottle...lol... ummm... lets see... i have a fan club... lol..so far jeff and erika are in it (erika is a girl that he works with.. shes really nice) umm.... thats about the extent of my new news...lol... this saturday jeff and i are going to the movies, just the two of us, which really doesnt happen at all, so im happy, it should be fun..im making him go see the notebook with me..lol... $20 says he cries!!! cause saturday is our two month :) i love him... 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